It's the productivity! My problem is that people give me money and take the clothes away. I'm going to Costume College next year and my cupboard is bare. So now I'm having to try to carve out time to make things for myself without feeling self-indulgent or like I'm playing hookey or stealing from the office stationery cupboard lol. It's very weird making things for myself after so long, when in fact, I learnt to sew for myself in the first place!